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I know that it is impossible to change the world, especially in the way in which I would like to. I wish that every human being in the world would be nice to one another. To treat each other in the way that we each treat the people we like, or love. It’s pathetically naive and childish, isn’t it? I ...

I spun out there, for a while. Three months gone. I think I may be back, now. Tentatively. Outwardly, I appear normal - as normal as a lunatic can be, of course - but inside - inside.. something is happening that I cannot explain. Something is being constructed. I can feel it building, gaining stren...

And so, the hand of Fate plays her card - and what will be, will be - and what won't be, won't. I have recently received a sign - a bleed behind my right eye, close to the optic nerve - which serves to hasten that which I know to be the ultimate fate of a Seer, blindness - a clear sign that I must a...

The Stars are always on my mind. In my mind. I cannot see the world in any other way, now. It's incredible - and I mean truly incredible - just how much we have changed. We used to live in peace, united in the aim of leaving a more beautiful reality to/for our children than we, ourselves, were born ...

What have we done to our reality? And I mean that in its broadest sense. You know, in the sense of ' how have we, as a species, made the world a better place - in the last few hundred years ?' On the rare occasion that I really need to convince myself to do something - i.e. it's not a thing I want t...

I would define it as such - a new madness, a madness generated by those that can take it no more . It will take many, many forms - but all generated by the same underlying source. Some will spin off into their own little worlds, not unlike myself. Some will rage, some will mourn - and some will simp...

I have written a few posts since returning from Lille - and then saved these posts as drafts, rather than publishing them. Why do I do this? I stand above myself, like a camera behind my shoulder, looking at what I do - recording where I am in this moment. In this moment, I am looking for a way to f...

Since I first saw the Stars in 2019, I was immediately impressed with the absolutely massive scale of these Star Strutures. As I mentioned in the last post, a recent trip to Le Quesnoy cemented my awe at the size of these things. Here is a pic of a small part of the main Walling System of Quesnoy, (...

I met Colm in Lille, France last week. I felt some trepidation (as did he) at meeting in person for the first time, after 6 years of talking on the internet. It went good. We visited the 'citadel' at Lille - the last intact remaining part of a once mighty-walled Star City, which contained crowns and...

The reality in which we exist is simple to visualise, yet fiendishly difficult to explain. An irony. Something unexplainable happened to me in the year 2009, sixteen years ago at the time of writing this post. I won't bore you with the details here, but suffice to say that It changed me. I began to ...