A Theory

[Fenton]

We approach a critical mass moment in history, always inevitable when the species is divided into two - the abusers and the abused.

It has always been this way, since The StarCiv ended.

However, this is the first time in history that this critical mass is about to be breached by opposing powers that have the weapons to destroy the world. My, isn't technology just wonderful.

Speaking of wonder, I wonder how it will all work out?

I believe in re-incarnation. But in a dissimilar way to any other speculation that I have heard. I'll explain it, one day. Possibly.

Actually, I can precis it, here and now - belief. That's all it takes, believe it or not.

I've spent the last few days sorting through my StarCiv map collection. There are some cracking maps there.
I have a large set of maps of France that were produced by Cezar Francoise Cassini over a period of 75 years, between 1750-1815.
There were at least 770 significant stars still present in France during those dates, because that is how many appear on this set of maps - and I have catalogued them all. Took bloody ages. I probably missed some stars, too.

A couple are shown below.

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I'm sure I read somewhere that there is, in Nature, a parasite that works it's way into some unfortunate creatures brain (lemmings, maybe), then compels that creature to jump into the sea, where the parasite hatchlings have the best chance of survival. Sounds a bit dodgy to me, because there aren't any lemmings at sea (apart from those drowning) for the hatchlings to attach themselves to.
Or maybe lemmings are born at sea. Are there pirate lemmings? Or maybe I imagined the whole thing. I don't know.
Anyway, you get the idea.

Ah, the irony. The Seer who feared being seen. But, of course.

It's all the ramblings of a lunatic, anyway.

Til next time, fellow wanderers/wonderers.

[Fenton]

It was their state of mind that was so different from us.

We have invented a past that locks us into who we have become. And we will continue to move towards this future, based not on truth.

There are 'ancient' myths of a time before us - a time of the gods.
When gods walked the Earth. These gods lived in a paradise. They had everything they could ever want, or need.

It sounds eerily familiar, to me.

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[Fenton]

It's a conundrum, seemingly without a solution. Perhaps it really doesn't have a solution.
But that won't stop me thinking about it. I take it as a personal challenge.

It's all or nothing. How does one go about convincing every single human mind in existence that truth has merit?
When the majority of minds run from truth as fast as they can, packaging it in a box and hiding it somewhere very complicated and tedious to find again. And then mentally putting a big DANGER sign on the box, in case they happen to stumble upon it at a later date.

Is it our fate to know the truth, or live a lie?

Either is valid. A paradox.

I find the best way to imagine infinity is not to think about what is, but paradoxically, what isn't.
i.e. as an example - is an apple a boat? Is an apple a cow? Is an apple a spoon? etc, etc.
Once you can see the scope of what an apple isn't, you can then move onto asking, for example, is a cat a dog? Is a cat a coffee machine? Is a cat a bicycle? Repeat as neccesary. Suddenly, infinity can become a lot larger.

Oh, look - some irony. Our capacity for alternatives is shrinking, technology is taking over our lives - yet here I am, talking to you via the medium that has enslaved a part of us all. Paradoxical irony.

I have no idea if any of this makes sense to you, fellow traveller.
I have come to understand exactly what madness is.
And do you know what? - it is awesome, here.
Scary and wonderful. Lonely yet encompassing. Calm but agitated.
Across the entire gamut.

Unity.

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[Fenton]

I'll tell you why I think we are here. You know, us humans.

To Experience. To see, hear, smell, taste and touch.

To experience these things, whilst they interact with our emotions.

Et Voila, solved.

But If this is true, there are even bigger questions to answer. Including, but not limited to -

For what purpose are we here to experience these things?

I'm still working on that part. I'm pretty sure no one has conceived of the truth, yet.

My reality is surely becoming weird. They say ignorance is bliss, but I'd rather be clued up with regards to what this all is. This reality.
So that next time, I will have learned something useful this time.

The Stars are always on my mind.

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[Fenton]

I am going to talk about me for a bit, so you might want to think about immediately going off to another web site and then coming back here in a week or two, to see if I've posted a newer post which is a little less self indulgent.

The eternal battle between Angels and Demons. It really does boil down to that. A battle that neither side can win, because both of the opposing sides perfectly balance each other in the long run.
But always, for a period of time, one or the other will have a slight upper hand.

When I began this bout of insanity back in 2019, I had no idea where it would lead. Mind you, I was already quite a bit insane prior to 2019.

And here is what I have found so far, by looking at our problems through the lens of The StarCiv -
that the only way to tip the balance of power between Angels and Demons is for one side to convince the other that their path forward is easier for everyone.
To utterly convince them that the concepts, ideas and way of thinking that your side offers are sincere.
And to convincingly ensure that your opponent falls in love with the wisdom of your words.

To say that the task above is a 'big' task is an understatement. Because both sides have opposing views on what is right and what is wrong.

At this scale - the scale of good versus bad -the only way to tip the scales in your direction is to convince everyone on their side that your ideals are better for all of us. Everyone, I mean everyone.

I have slipped into a dream from which I cannot awaken.

So, where do we go from here?

I don't know if it's my place to meddle with any of this.

Yet here I am, meddling.

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[Fenton]

I've been doing a lot of laughing, lately.

Mainly, the sort of laughing that you do in your own head, trying not to let it spill out as a physical manifestation.

I have some idea of what we humans might be, but I'm awaiting proof - which I assume will present itself at some point.

Our reality in which we live has been altered so drastically - physically - in a way that is so mammoth a task, I cannot envision how human beings did it.

Which leads to other questions.

Questions that need an answer, for us to understand who we are.

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[Fenton]

A Great Change is happening.

No matter how things turn out, you should always remember that you are a descendent of The StarCiv.

All of us are.

They lived for two purposes -
one - to exist, themselves, in a beautiful reality and -
two - to make that reality more beautiful and even more welcoming for their children.

These were their only goals.

They lived this life.

We have their blood running through our veins.

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[Fenton]

The reality in which we exist is simple to visualise, yet fiendishly difficult to explain. An irony.

Something unexplainable happened to me in the year 2009, sixteen years ago at the time of writing this post.
I won't bore you with the details here, but suffice to say that It changed me.

I began to see images when I closed my eyes. Every time I closed my eyes. It was like watching a movie, but with the 32x times speed button pressed. I saw between 3-5 images per second. From 2009 to 2017, I saw millions of images. Millions.

In 2014, I decided to try to paint some of the images I had seen. I picked up an artists brush for the first time in my life and began.

The Binary are the result. A mere 1300 images of the many millions I had seen - yet satisfying enough for me to close the book on visualising them.

Whilst painting The Binary, The Muse came to me in the place between awake and asleep.

She whispered to me the answers to questions that I had not known to ask.
And that I should think about what the questions would be.
She also told me that there are blueprints for how this reality works.
She embraced me and told me that the choice was always mine.

How could a God sleep at night?
When, at every moment, God had willed so many to be killed, allowed torture, despair, war, terror, fear and horrors of the worst nightmares?
What sort of God would that God be?
A God with no conscience?
A God that felt nothing.

An invented God.

A God that mimicked his creators.

Our notion of God was created at the beginning of our civilisation.

The Gods of old were The Star Civilisation. Each and every one of them lived like a God. In the most beautiful and stunning reality.
A reality in which they did not need a God to explain that reality's presence, because they had built it themselves.

Do you see the irony between their reality and ours?


The pendulum has swung a long way towards untruth since the end of the era of The Star Civilisation.

When a civilisation's past is based solely on untruths, it has nowhere to go except increasing untruths.

We are - all of us - approaching a time that is the result of absolute untruth.

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[Fenton]

I met Colm in Lille, France last week.
I felt some trepidation (as did he) at meeting in person for the first time, after 6 years of talking on the internet.

It went good.

We visited the 'citadel' at Lille - the last intact remaining part of a once mighty-walled Star City, which contained crowns and sceptres amongst its colossal presence. The sheer size of the struture made our minds boggle.

Then we visited Le Quesnoy (pronounced Lur Ken-wah by the locals), about an hour away from Lille, by train.
At this place, we were awestruck. This structure - and its points, floating points, sleeves and remote points - is enormous.

I stood before certain parts of the walling, filling my entire vison - including peripheral - with the Stars imposing magnificence, dumbstruck.

And Le Quesnoy is, in my categorisation system, a small Star.

We have photographs, I may post some. At some point.


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I came into posession of a series of maps from 1652, mainly focusing on Stars in Holland, Belgium, France and Germany.
They are truly stunning pieces of artwork.
I have been 'colouring in' maps of Stars for several years now. I add a blue colour to all the waterways and canal systems, plus all the external walling moats, to show how staggeringly beautiful it will have looked - when functioning as it should.
This new set of maps are superb candidates for just such a treatment.

I will post a couple here, which have been coloured in. These are large files, best viewed on a large screen. Believe me, you will not be able to see the incredible detail of the water canal systems within the centre of the towns on a mobile phone screen. I recommend you save the file and look at it on a big screen. Honestly.

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I'll make some comments on the one above - Leiden in Holland - tomorrow. And post another one, too. With comments.

It's late and I'm going to bed.

[Fenton]

Since I first saw the Stars in 2019, I was immediately impressed with the absolutely massive scale of these Star Strutures.

As I mentioned in the last post, a recent trip to Le Quesnoy cemented my awe at the size of these things.

Here is a pic of a small part of the main Walling System of Quesnoy, (Colm is taking in the sights).

as always, I highly recommend viewing these images on as large a screen as possible. Maybe cast this to your TV if viewing on mobile.

I am standing in what would have been the surrounding Water System (or 'moat' as they are usually called) - which originally would have been filled with water, but now, due to the passing of The Star Civilisation and the passage of time, war and neglect, are no longer as full as they once would have been.

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Note the people in the background, they give some perspective of the height and scale of these walls.

Here is a map of Le Quesnoy from c1700, showing (with the red dot) where I was standing:

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To get some idea of the immense scale of a Star Town (I don't classify Le Quesnoy as a Star City), below is an aerial pic of the section of walling that is seen within the photo above:

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Above: the red dot is where I was standing, the red arrow is the direction I was facing. The blue line is the section of walling that can be seen in the first image, all the way into the distance.

Now lets have a look at the overall size of Le Quesnoy:

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Above: again, the red dot is the area where I was standing to take the shot. We were viewing but a small part of the overall Walling System.

And now, let's have a look at the size of Le Quesnoy (a Star Town) compared to a Star City - Paris, for example -

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The image above shows an aerial photograph of Paris, France, taken from 18km above the city.

I have superimposed the original Star Walling System that Paris was surrounded by, over the top of the aerial image.
In the centre of the image, in a white box, is an aerial photograph of Le Quesnoy taken at 18km above the town.

This allows for a direct size comparison between Paris and Le Quesnoy to be made, with a fair degree of accuracy.

I guestimate that Paris was somewhere in the range of 70-80 times the size of Le Quesnoy, possibly more - and Le Quesnoy itself is staggeringly large.

it should be remembered that each Star in existence was built to include a Walling System like we have seen, a Water System (which involved complex planning, underground waterways and connection to The Canal System to keep fresh water flowing), a number of entry doorways and bridges allowing access across the 'moats'; an internal Waterway System including canals and a sewerage system; Star Gardens; 'monuments' and often, an internal 4 or 5 point Star, which we call a 'citadel'.
There are many other attributes that appear within a Star, but I'll explain those at a later date.

Another pic to show the scale of the Walling System at Le Quesnoy:

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and another showing a miniscule part of the Walling System at Paris:

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